Call me Air if you want. I'm in my mid 20s, grew up in Lahore, PK currently in South FL, USA, and work in a very depressing area of the law. I plan to pursue a J.D soon and become an attorney myself. This blog is primarily for my book reviews, essays, writing practice, art, etc. This page is my general 'scrapbook' where I keep everything miscellanious, and a little blog section on life updates. Completed pages are on the sidebar. Enjoy your stay. Email me at ionicinstinct@proton.me if you want to get in touch.

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03/10/2025: Moving out

September was vivid, slow, and a flurry of change. Work was good, I studied a lot, and I finally got the clear from my doctor that the health issues I've been dealing with are (hopefully) FIXED! The final crown of this journey was moving out with my fiance from his mom's house - we've still got boxes all over, but it feels like the days have gotten longer ever since. To come back to a quiet home, cook and eat in peace, clean at your leisure, keep clutter out of the way, to go out without questions and come home whenever you feel like it.. These are luxuries I had a hard time imagining. I have never judged myself at the pace of other 20-somethings, because all my life I scarcely dares to hope for something like this.

September 2025

26/08/2025: BLOG START!

It's going to be a slow process making this neocities, but my goals for it are,

  • making a longer entry blog so i don't have to resort to tumblr (bc that website is pissing me off lately)
  • review books and films i read on here
  • share my art, writing, and projects eventually
  • August 2025

    website to-do

    • essays webpage
    • monism / religous text exploration webpage
    • migrate my revoltionary girl utena essays from tumblr to here
    • add gifs and text to navigation page
    • fix poetry and art page
    • draw headers + 404 page

    wikipedia contributions

  • Internally Displaced Persons
  • Classical Criminology
  • Joyland, Lahore
  • Ludonarrative Dissonance
  • playlists

  • we have always lived in the castle: inspired by the book
  • vampire the masquerade, fairuz: indierock, alt, hiphop for a VTM character
  • 苦しみ ー horror encroaching agony (japanese): japanese heavy, industrial, shoegaze, rock
  • the dimness: a 1am walk during ramzan - there's a restlessness in the night, and home is a pitless peach, harboring only maggots at its core.
  • ethiopian jazz, french psychedelic, italian film: three genres that go great together, winter 2023